For weeks the
dark clouds had followed me. You may know the feeling: You have much that you
feel grateful for and you also feel yourself being dragged down, emotionally
and spiritually. During this time, I seemed to spend a lot of energy trying to
pick myself up. I repeatedly asked God to pull me out of this long-lasting slump,
and then figured He wanted me to learn something about faith and perseverance.
So, I kept praying, hoping He heard me.
Last Monday I
was out for my usual walk around the neighborhood with thoughts and prayers
swirling in my head. I thanked God for each member of our wonderful family and asked
Him to continue to bless them. Then, as I crossed the street, I spotted a lone puzzle
piece on the pavement – a single, plain white puzzle piece. “That’s odd,” I
thought. “How did that get here? That’s so weird.” I didn’t pick it up because
I thought maybe it had fallen out of its box, as strange as that seemed. I looked
down at it and said to myself, “Someone’s looking for this missing piece.” Then
Shel Silverstein’s book The Missing Piece came to mind and those words, the missing piece, looking for my missing piece, got stuck in my head like an earworm.
That night I
woke up in the middle of the night. I eventually made myself stop tossing and
turning. Then, in my mind, I handed over to God all the debris in there that was
making me restless and contributing to those dark clouds. After a while my mind
cleared, my body relaxed, and I slept soundly the rest of the night.
In the
morning I tore off the page of my daily calendar, and this is what I saw:
“Thank You, Lord. Thank
You for reassuring us that You’re with us, You hear us, and You love us. Thank
You.”
Thank you for reading my reflection. © 2022 Gina
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